Past...

Its been a while...
Lately, i've been kinda sentimental i would say. Suddenly refreshing memories of the past. Thinking of what had happened, what i have done and what i have not. Certain memories makes me miss those old days a lot. Certain memories just cast doubts on my self confidence.
Thinking back, there seems to be some regrets on things that I could've done then. But, those were not the ones that hurt most. Instead, it was those things that I was powerless to do that hurt the most...Being powerless to do something, the feeling is such dreadful, its like a powerful vortex sucking all the air around you, suffocating you. What a scary feeling...

Review of Me

Long time ago... I created a list of targets for myself. Lets see how I've fared.
Here's the list:
1. To finish the medical course with the minimum time, which is 5 years without the need of repeating.(so far so good)
2. To at least get an A for once during the period of my life as a medical student.(yay, target achieved!! last year...wakakaka)
3. To learn scuba diving(no sign of achieving this yet...time oso dun hv for nw T_T)
4. To travel to
a)Australia
b)Singapore
c)England
d)Italy
e)Japan(another one yet to be achieved...but am planning for back packing in europe after finals next year, so hopefully will have some improvement)
5. To be able to drop my weight to around 75kg and maintain it. (This one is a total disaster. I got lost and went the other way around >.< 90++kg and still counting...swt)
6. To be a decent person. ( decent is the opposite of me for now)
7. To create a blog and maintain it.(yay, obviously still doing well)
8. To own a beautiful house with a seaside view.(cant even buy 1 meter square of land for now)
9. To be a millionaire by the age of 40.(23 already and still dependant on 'PaMa' enterprise)
10. To assemble a desktop from parts.(nid money...>.< most prob first thing to do when i earn my first month of salary)

Yikes...2/10...swt.... fail miserably.

Adding on another few objectives:
11. To be more than just an average student.
12.To start to keep photos of events in life...otherwise when i lost my memory, that's it for me.lolz
13.To improve dota-ing skills to yikoko-ish level.haha
14.To take the basic life support and advance cardiac life support course before i start to work.
15.To study a few different language.
16.To improve my stamina and have one more shot at this years futsal tournament.(i wan better than to reach the last 8 >.<)
17.To work back in Penang.
18.To improve my way of thinking. Think fast think critical and act. No more think without actions.

The return of the class...T_T

Tmr marks the end of my stay in penang for this holiday. Hopefully will have a safe trip back. It was a wonderful holiday. Had so much fun with all my gang as well as meeting up with all good frends from matric, from secondary school, and also from primary school. Learn so much snooker from master pink.(LOLZ). Pool, bowling, snooker, rose, dota, yamcha and other outing activities has been so enjoyable and became part of my life. Have to say goodbye to them all. As well as cipong, lulu, gab, WJ, Dar. Orange , i will see u bc in the campus soon. muahahaha...

Highlight of this holiday was the apartment stay. Enjoyed the games and the booze. Hope can do it again soon. And also, the primary school gathering after such a long time. The last one shld b at least 3-4 years ago edi. Miss all of you!!!

Too bad all well doesnt necessarily ends well. The ending was kinda anticlimatic as some incident occurred with bad moods all over.(not me!) Hope you guys will feel better la tmr! Smile and be happy! You only go through life once you noe? so enjoy!

Another day in GH

Huhuhu, today drove to work in a semi conscious state(again). Seems like i have officially become a bat as I am super duper sleepy during day time while hyperactive during night time. On the way to GH, went pass SM Jalan Residensi. This is a kinda special place for me, as it was the location for my one and only camp involvement beyond school activities. Kinda missed the camp with all the activities. But then again, i couldn't really enjoyed the camp that much at the time as I severely lacked social skills. Making good friends in 3 days is so difficult. ~.~

When I reached the accident and emergency department, the other groups of student was already there. I was like ,' oh shit!', cause we were just complained by Dr Khor yesterday for making the A & E too crowded. lolz. But then again, the more the merrier ma. Its considered a rather busy day in the department this morning comparing to the other days, which means more chance to do some useful jobs.(instead of growing mushrooms all over. I think I am totally 'mushroomed' after a week there) Poke and prick and poke and prick. Super nice. WEEEEEEE

After that, went to clerk a patient for my report. It was quite an odd feeling as it was in chinese. Somehow, I have a feeling that the patient mistook me for the doctor. haha. All went well, and hopefully the report will be out by the time my gang reaches home. Then it will be time for ROSE ONLINE again. haha. Missed out lunch with Gab as timing was not good. Too bad la cendui, next time ba!

25 things about me...

1. I'm feeling very guilty for the way i use to feel in my log book, which is to be as sly as posible. But hey, its the only way to survive.
2.My roomates gonna be away for the next two weeks, so, its gonna be awkward as I'll have to practice talking to myself.
3.I use my head in volleyball games and leg sometimes but I seldom use my hand.
4.I'm a super lazy dude always settling issues in the very last minutes.
5.I'm practically a bat as I am almost always awake for the whole night and then sleepy in the afternoons.
6. My room is very messy with all the books stacking here and there along with the dusts.
7. I'm a great fan of books- I buy plenty of them and keep them new by not reading them!
8.I feel that watching political news in Malaysia is a good past time, with all the twist and turn, sex, violence and suspense! Bad news is, the bad guys always wins.
9.I'm especially short-tempered when someone wakes me up from sleep and ask me to do something. The first thing I'll do is tear the guy/gal apart.
10.I think failing a posting in my 4th academic year is good in a sense that there will be an extra week of holiday at the end of semester.(2 weeks for remedial instead of 3-4 weeks of elective)
11.I like sushi so much that I dun mind eating them for breakfast, lunch and dinner for a whole week.
12.Football is one of my favourite sports as I can wait in front of the goal to touch the ball in and appear to be useful.
13.I have only attended my co-curiculum(badminton) twice in my 4th year. Instead, I have gone to play badminton myself quite a few times. I like badminton, I juz dun like attending co-curiculum.
14.Raining season is the best of all season, except when it starts raining when I hang my clothes out to dry.
15.I'm a hypocrite, I hate other people doing certain things but I'll do it myself anyway.
16.Tomorow is the best day of the week as tomorow never comes!
17.Playing piano is one of my hobby but I suck at it.
18.I am looking forward of graduating soon but am having nightmares of having to do housemanship.
19.I like DOTA when I pawn others but hates it when I get myself owned.
20. Never let me c Axe with 4 stout shield in DOTA or I run amok.
21.I have trouble saving money as I tend to overspend.
22.My memories are very limited. I can't even remember my password sometimes!
23.I'm hoping to reduce my weight, yet I'm eating more than before.
24.I'm extremely afraid of heights, so never force my to take the space shot ride in Genting coz most prob I wont be able to come down.
25.I dun enjoy drinking wine yet I drink it.