Past...

Its been a while...
Lately, i've been kinda sentimental i would say. Suddenly refreshing memories of the past. Thinking of what had happened, what i have done and what i have not. Certain memories makes me miss those old days a lot. Certain memories just cast doubts on my self confidence.
Thinking back, there seems to be some regrets on things that I could've done then. But, those were not the ones that hurt most. Instead, it was those things that I was powerless to do that hurt the most...Being powerless to do something, the feeling is such dreadful, its like a powerful vortex sucking all the air around you, suffocating you. What a scary feeling...