Holiday ending

Tomorrow is the last day of the raya holiday. It really flew by. When the time is so enjoyable, i just can't get enough of it. With the return to the campus, my struggle for PRO 3 will have to begin. On the other hand, there is some other little assignment of 'Titan Rose' that i will have to take care of. Its a new server of the popular online game 'rush on seven episodes'. Hopefully, i will get to study effectively while also enjoying myself with this excellent game. This will be enough to make my day^^

极品与劣品

Lately, I have been posted at Besut hospital for my district posting. According to my friends, this posting should be quite relaxing, which is quite true apart from some glitch that happened during our time here. The things we do here are kinda practical apart from the lectures given by the supporting units. I can't seem to see the importance of those knowledge they intend to give us via the lectures with our career. Worst of all, all the information thought to us weren't really that big of a deal as most of it was just common knowledge. Somehow, a few of us just ignored the lectures completely.>.<

From my time in this posting, I noticed certain things. First of all, I now realize why our general population DO NOT want to participate in talks held by the ministry. The speakers are sometimes ridiculous(though there are exception to this point, who did an excellent job). Most of them are just ignorant. They spend hours and hours talking, never getting near the main point. Instead, they keep on hitting around the bushes and talk about irrelevant things here and there. In psychiatric, we refers this as circumference thought. Round and round the main point and yet never reach the actual point.

Secondly, I can only say that its really hard to dislike a person. However, I think I found one soul that makes me feel extremely surprised that it can still survive here till the present day. I mean, we can only be selfish to a certain degree. But, this particular person, is the master of selling all fishes. Like being selfish isn't enough, that person have the gut to accuse other people of being selfish. Attention seeking, pityful behaviour of it really irks me to the fullest. The title of drama queen seriously have to be given to that particular person. Tears, emo behaviour, all have been used to get attention. One more thing is about the person's questions. Asking questions in classes are extremely beneficial, provided, you use ur common sense. Don't ask useless question la duh...so darn selfish! Cis!

Last but not least, during the time of this posting, our group leader seems to be so incapable. Everything also can't clarify properly. Time of class, time the bus will be reaching everything also wait till the very last minute only tell. Then, when telling someone, she assumes the whole group will know already. What is this man? Show some responsibility la. ish....

Past...

Its been a while...
Lately, i've been kinda sentimental i would say. Suddenly refreshing memories of the past. Thinking of what had happened, what i have done and what i have not. Certain memories makes me miss those old days a lot. Certain memories just cast doubts on my self confidence.
Thinking back, there seems to be some regrets on things that I could've done then. But, those were not the ones that hurt most. Instead, it was those things that I was powerless to do that hurt the most...Being powerless to do something, the feeling is such dreadful, its like a powerful vortex sucking all the air around you, suffocating you. What a scary feeling...