24th April 2010...The day I left...

Today is the first day post-USM era... I have been staying on in the campus for more than a week since result for my finals was announced. The place that I have hated so much when i first came has became a place where there is a lot of precious memories that I know I wont forget... Its really an emotional departure. Felt so much like crying(I have always been a sentimental person,just that i dun really show it... :p).

Leaving USM means leaving all the environment I have been so used too. The hostels, the lecturers, and most importantly Mel and my friends. After 3 years of relationship, this is a stern test for both me and Mel. Its the first time we have been separated like this. Hopefully, everything will be fine. Apart from that, there is my dental friends, coursemates, yamcha gang, football gang as well as the soopin, LX and company. I have always felt blessed to not only able to have great friends with those of my years, but also, from you guys... As for the yamcha gang, please continue the tradition of thursday nite! haha. Weeksdays are always dull, especially when there is too much teachings to prepare, end posting exams and dental clinics. Yet, I feel that since we had our regular yamcha session, there is at least sometime nice to look forward to every week. We laughed, we sighed, we teased, we drank and we ate together. Those were the times when all our troubles seemed like nothing at all! It was like nothing else mattered anymore. I believe Jackson would have said the same. The only thing was that too bad the session was not started earlier...haha.

To my dental friends, I am glad that USM policy requires us to have lectures and PBL session together during the first 3 years of our course. If not, I might have missed the opportunity to know great friends like you all. Lek tuan, kian ping, kit yan, jorhann and zhiling... Will always remember you guys! Hope you all will do great for ur pro^^

Even before my final exam, our football gang had to be disband as most were going back leaving just a few of us...I doubt I can find another team of friends who can play as good as you guys! Hopefully we can play together again in the future. Get a trophy for the coming competition ya...haha

I will remember the 24th of April 2010, the day when I leave USM, the day when tears were shed for me, the day I said goodbye... I am deeply touched. But remember this, goodbye is 再见，which literally means that we will all meet again. As long as there is the will, I am sure, we will all see each other again. Its been a wonderful 5 years, no bad memories, only fond fond memories that I have already started to miss...I was doubtful that missing out in UM was a blessing in disguise, but not anymore...Cheers!

April the 15th, the day I finally finished my medical course...

Today is a great day, where i have finally completed my course for undergraduate studies. after today, there is a lot of responsibilities to handled. But still, it is one of my happiest days. 5 years has passed since I first stepped into USM, hating that I had to come to Kelantan for studies instead of Penang or KL. And now, here I stand, feeling deeply sentimental. Its so so so sad that I have to leave my friends to walk our separate paths. It has really been a wonderful 5 years, tough, yet enjoyable. Thinking about all the activities, the volleyballs gang, the football gang, our dota society, drum team members, our yam cha society...it all just makes me so sad that I have to leave already. And also, leaving my dear here will be one of the hardest things to me also.

People say life must move on in order to progress. Its really easier said then done. I know i am going to miss everyone(well, most at least, haha) here, as I have already started to missed them already. I am also very thankful, that over the 5 years here, I have received a lot of help, from seniors, from my coursemates and roomates, I sincerely would like to thank you all for making it possible for me to complete my studies.(special thanx to alex, francis, biing horng, bik liang and many more^^)

May God bless us, and may we have many many gatherings to see each others again... I will never forget all of you, as you all have been an important part of my life. Cheers!

Full Throttle!

4 more days left and the 'war for glory' is gonna start. 5 years has passed in the blink of an eye, and now, there is one final obstacle that stands in my way of graduating. After 5 years, it takes only 8 days to make a difference. All that we've learned should be put to use. Confidence, knowledge and luck is all needed to the fullest. We have heard so much about the various 'killers' and pitfalls of the exam, and hopefully, with any luck, we wouldn't have to deal with any of them.

This is also the first time I have made any post-exam plans. Every since UPSR in primary school until now, I have never made any plans for post-exam periods as I am always worried about the 'what ifs...'. This time around, I have made plans for a 1 week visit to Taiwan in May and maybe further trips to Singapore around end of May. Making this plans is kinda scary, as any problem in the coming exam would force me to scratch all of them off my calendar. As the saying goes, 'there isn't any reason why we can't do it, other than not doing it', quoted from myself...XD. So, there's no other choice, I'm going all in! Full throttle!

Wish me luck^^

My wall of knowledge...

With my exam coming up, I have been making notes one after another and place them on my wall so tat i can just read off them... And somehow, it seems that I have done too much...
Instead, now I have a full set of wall paper, even on my cupboard...XD

一封很感人又有意思的信……

我兒：寫這備忘錄給你，基於三個原則：

（一）人生福禍無常，誰也不知可以活多久，有些事情還是

早一點說好。

（二）我是你的父親，我不跟你說，沒有人會跟你說。

（三）這備忘錄記載的，都是我經過慘痛失敗得回來的體驗，可以為你的成長省回不少冤枉路。



以下，便是你在人生中要好好記住的事：



（一）對你不好的人，你不要太介懷，在你一生中，沒有人有義務要對你好，除了我和你媽媽。至於那些對你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外，也請多防備一點，因為，每個人做每件事，總有一個原因，他對你好，未必真的是因為喜歡你，請你必須搞清楚，而不必太快將對方看作真朋友。

（二）沒有人是不可代替，沒有東西是必須擁有。看透了這一點，將來你身邊的人不再要你，或許失去了世間上最愛的一切時，也應該明白，這並不是什麼大不了的事。

（三）生命是短暫的，今日你還在浪費著生命，明日會發覺生命已遠離你了。因此，愈早珍惜生命，你享受生命的日子也愈多，與其盼望長壽，倒不如早點享受。

（四）世界上並沒有最愛這回事，愛情只是一種霎時的感覺，而這感覺絕對會隨時日、心境而改變。如果你的所謂最愛離開你，請耐心地等候一下，讓時日慢慢沖洗，讓心靈慢慢沉澱，你的苦就會慢慢淡化。不要過分憧憬愛情的美，不要過分誇大失戀的悲。

（五）雖然很多有成就的人士都沒有受過很多教育，但並不等於不用功讀書，就一定可以成功。你學到的知識，就是你擁有的武器。人，可以白手興家，但不可以手無寸鐵，謹記！

（六）我不會要求你供養我下半輩子，同樣地我也不會供養你的下半輩子，當你長大到可以獨立的時候，我的責任已經完結。以後，你要坐巴士還是Benz（賓士），吃魚翅還是粉絲，都要自己負責。

（七）你可以要求自己守信，但不能要求別人守信，你可以要求自己對人好，但不能期待人家對你好。你怎樣對人，並不代表人家就會怎樣對你，如果看不透這一點，你只會徒添不必要的煩惱。

（八）我買了十多二十年六合彩，還是一窮二白，連三獎也沒有中，這證明人要發達，還是要努力工作才可以，世界上並沒有免費午餐。

（九）親人只有一次的緣分，無論這輩子我和你會相處多久，也請好好珍惜共聚的時光，下輩子，無論愛與不愛，都不會再見。

你的爸爸

有人说。。。

每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不

会知 道，
尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作 痛。
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当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你，
当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你，
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你，
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟，错过了泰坦尼克号，
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。
我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。
你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧

。

不知为什么，看见这小段的字，感觉是那么的感触。。。

last 10 days before Pro III... time really flies. It has been 5 years since I first step into USMKK. All this while, I had so much fun without really realizing it. So glad for all the people I met here, be it coursemates, juniors, seniors, dota fanatics... It is all because of the people I met that I am what I am now. Though it was disappointing not to be able to enter UM at the beginning, but it seems this choice isn't even close to bad. Getting gear up for my final exam made me realize, I am really gonna miss my time here. People who has had influence on me for the past few years, I really appreciate your help and support. I really hope that friendship is stronger than the obstacle of distance. Anyway, I can still look forward to the future with Yikoko and company back in Penang. Hopefully KKM doesnt send me to venture into unknown grounds instead of Penang for work...hehe.