极品与劣品

Lately, I have been posted at Besut hospital for my district posting. According to my friends, this posting should be quite relaxing, which is quite true apart from some glitch that happened during our time here. The things we do here are kinda practical apart from the lectures given by the supporting units. I can't seem to see the importance of those knowledge they intend to give us via the lectures with our career. Worst of all, all the information thought to us weren't really that big of a deal as most of it was just common knowledge. Somehow, a few of us just ignored the lectures completely.>.<

From my time in this posting, I noticed certain things. First of all, I now realize why our general population DO NOT want to participate in talks held by the ministry. The speakers are sometimes ridiculous(though there are exception to this point, who did an excellent job). Most of them are just ignorant. They spend hours and hours talking, never getting near the main point. Instead, they keep on hitting around the bushes and talk about irrelevant things here and there. In psychiatric, we refers this as circumference thought. Round and round the main point and yet never reach the actual point.

Secondly, I can only say that its really hard to dislike a person. However, I think I found one soul that makes me feel extremely surprised that it can still survive here till the present day. I mean, we can only be selfish to a certain degree. But, this particular person, is the master of selling all fishes. Like being selfish isn't enough, that person have the gut to accuse other people of being selfish. Attention seeking, pityful behaviour of it really irks me to the fullest. The title of drama queen seriously have to be given to that particular person. Tears, emo behaviour, all have been used to get attention. One more thing is about the person's questions. Asking questions in classes are extremely beneficial, provided, you use ur common sense. Don't ask useless question la duh...so darn selfish! Cis!

Last but not least, during the time of this posting, our group leader seems to be so incapable. Everything also can't clarify properly. Time of class, time the bus will be reaching everything also wait till the very last minute only tell. Then, when telling someone, she assumes the whole group will know already. What is this man? Show some responsibility la. ish....

Hmph...

Lately, some happening around me are really making me very 'emotional unstable'. For one, our doctor, who is really a good man in truth, seems unable to understand his students. His intentions are good, but yet, his approached are less than acceptable. He can easily forget what he told us one day ago and starts to blame us on this and on that. He doesn't care if you have other classes or seminars but when he want to see you, you must be there. He likes to tell you the time of his class and expect you to be early while he comes crawling in after 2 hours. Dicipline, he says is extremely important. Well, that is obviously not seen in you my dear sir.

Another thing is that, I realize that our group isn't even as co-operative too. After discussion with the whole group and reaching a decision, there are individuals that just ignored the decisions and take their own path to do things. If you can't accept the decision, please say so. Don't do things that is beneficial to yourself and will cause trouble for others. You are totally ignorant you stupid girl! You have stood in my way once, and you stood in my way again. One more time and you're history!

Some people likes to act cute and play dumb. Furthermore, they are selfish in learning while expecting others to treat them generously. Responsibility is another thing that the person seriously lack. Please man, be normal a bit! Your histrionic personality just makes me hope that you end up in a psychiatric ward.

Working alongside this kind of people is really an exercise for my heart. And its full time too! Darn...